Thursday, February 19, 2009

Especially for you...

As I have stated, this blog is a space to reveal my feelings...
I was started thinking the day without you... my heart was blooding, my tears began to flow until I fall asleep...
I don't know maybe someday you will decide to leave me away...
I really don't want this kind of ending are happen between you and me...
You said we might have distance because of different religions we had... what about the real distance... if i decided to study abroad for several years and you also stay far away with me...
I was wondering if I'm not studying in USM maybe our relationship are no longer carried on...
Maybe you are thinking that me is hurting you so much... but at the same time, I also get hurt because of your critical minded...
I can't breath well...
I can't believed I spent 2 hours to wrote this blog... is hard to conveying my feeling into word form...

Sunday, January 18, 2009

^My Final Semester^

Today is idling... feeling guilty but I have the mood to blogging...
The time was passed through swiftly and silently... I realized that it was my final semester to enjoy the university life...
I was recalled my memories "What have I done in this three years?" "Did I achieved any targets?"
I don't know how to convert my feelings into word form, the simple way that I can say is the days had been gone through in this three years doesn't have any achievement that dazzle me.
Luckily, I have a good moment with my fellow course mate, room mate and friends.
After all of us are graduate, I think it could be hard to gather again in Penang.
What should I do is to enjoy my final semester... enjoy the moment when all of us are hanging out at the restaurant to drinking tea...
It is the time to say Goodbye to my friends... I will very missing you guys and won't forget the cheerful moments. I hope that you guys will get a greet life after graduate.
Talk about the achievement... my friends that surrounding me are the super talent in their education, society and even wide business connection. How about me?
I am only the ordinary student... this is not a substantial matter if the world without my existence... well, sometimes I wish I could have the influence power like Barrack Obama ... hehe I know I was thinking too much...
Anyway, I wish I won't get jobless after graduate and maybe will get myself an opportunity to study abroad. Best luck to all my friends.

*I will not often keep upgrading my blog before finishing my Final Year Project... I'm sorry to say it...