Is the time to wake up...

I have been a sleep user in blogger for a year. So now is time to boot up my blog and share my story and little experience in my corner. I had been working in education field for 2 years. Before I enter this field, I have no direction about which field I want to go. I am a totally a girl who has no aspiration regarding her future. But now I choose it, I put all of my effort in my job, my patient in my student and my responsibility in my position. What I gain at last? An educator will not going to ask such question like this. I remembered one of my colleague told me one thing which is 'the most impartial world is not at the court but is the school.' For me, it quite impress me to think i'm choosing the right task to become a teacher. Unfortunately, many things brought up makes me live in a depressed world again. I could said is how stronger I am was able to under a woman without virtue and wisdom for 2 years. She keep questioned about the profession of the teachers until I want to slap her with my bare hand. Luckily my EQ was kept telling me to calm down. What would you do under this kind of situation? Step down yourself and go to others place or stay there see who's getting long life???

Words of wisdom :

"The man of wisdom is never of two minds;

the man of benevolence never worries;

the man of courage is never afraid." by Confucius.

The days without you~ began

Finally this day was coming...

We need to be apart for 3 months... although this is a short term period in others people view but for me is vice versa.

Despite reluctant to leave but you have to go for your future.

Maybe I will be the one person to eat alone, watch movie alone, shopping alone and etc...

However this is the time for me to build up my personality and my network. So no need to be worry too much.

Distance is not the problem, because we have whole-hearted love and it will bring us go through any ordeals.

Hope you have a great experience at there and get along with your fellow team-mates.

Love you, babeh...

Especially for you...

As I have stated, this blog is a space to reveal my feelings...
I was started thinking the day without you... my heart was blooding, my tears began to flow until I fall asleep...
I don't know maybe someday you will decide to leave me away...
I really don't want this kind of ending are happen between you and me...
You said we might have distance because of different religions we had... what about the real distance... if i decided to study abroad for several years and you also stay far away with me...
I was wondering if I'm not studying in USM maybe our relationship are no longer carried on...
Maybe you are thinking that me is hurting you so much... but at the same time, I also get hurt because of your critical minded...
I can't breath well...
I can't believed I spent 2 hours to wrote this blog... is hard to conveying my feeling into word form...

^My Final Semester^

Today is idling... feeling guilty but I have the mood to blogging...
The time was passed through swiftly and silently... I realized that it was my final semester to enjoy the university life...
I was recalled my memories "What have I done in this three years?" "Did I achieved any targets?"
I don't know how to convert my feelings into word form, the simple way that I can say is the days had been gone through in this three years doesn't have any achievement that dazzle me.
Luckily, I have a good moment with my fellow course mate, room mate and friends.
After all of us are graduate, I think it could be hard to gather again in Penang.
What should I do is to enjoy my final semester... enjoy the moment when all of us are hanging out at the restaurant to drinking tea...
It is the time to say Goodbye to my friends... I will very missing you guys and won't forget the cheerful moments. I hope that you guys will get a greet life after graduate.
Talk about the achievement... my friends that surrounding me are the super talent in their education, society and even wide business connection. How about me?
I am only the ordinary student... this is not a substantial matter if the world without my existence... well, sometimes I wish I could have the influence power like Barrack Obama ... hehe I know I was thinking too much...
Anyway, I wish I won't get jobless after graduate and maybe will get myself an opportunity to study abroad. Best luck to all my friends.

*I will not often keep upgrading my blog before finishing my Final Year Project... I'm sorry to say it...

Semantic??? Syntax ???

I'm having my study week right now, but I've lost my study effort and inspiration. 'sigh'
Next week Thursday is my HBT 213 semantic and syntax paper.
I met my friend in library last few days, she was a diligent student and hanged out at library to find all the books for revision.
I saw the study effort and inspiration was write on her face.
Suddenly, I felt very tension and I have an impulse to run back my home to study hard.
I used to act out of blind impulse when I was small.
After that moment, I made my mind clear and think what have I need to do in this study week.

People always said "no point to study hard, must study smart"
I wonder what is study smart, how to get back my study motivation???
ya... perhaps I will get back my study motivation one day before the exam start...
At that moment, I will start to regret everything...
For anyone who enter university/colledge, must pay more attention on lecture...

Translation ??? Linguistic ???

I'm a student of University Science Malaysia and majoring in Translation and Interpretation.
I bet you'll ask me the same question once heard my major courses such as "What languages you have learned in this course?"
Normally, people will automatically relate the word "translation" with "languages".
I'm not going to contradicting the relationship of these two words, but what I want to make it clearly expressed is there are differences between "translation" and "languages" in my course.
University Science Malaysia is the only local university which have offered this course.
I'm not sure whether the private university have offered or not. But, I'm not promoting my course at this moment. Haha...
For your information, this course is study about the translation skills include method of translation, the culture of source text and target text and etc.
The most challenging part is interpretation part. Why?
Have you ever imagine that you are sitting beside the president of America and the president of China in order to interpret their conversation ? Sounds great right...
BUT... IF you interpret the wrong information to that 'big person'... you are in deep water over the mistake you have done...
Back to the "translation" and "languages", what I want to mentioned is the people who study translation not meaning that the people have already learn different types of foreign languages. Of course they can study any foreign language if they desire to learn it.
But, it is not an easy thing to learn a foreign language such as Japanese, Spanish, French and etc. It may takes several years to expert a foreign language.
Most of the freelance translator, I believed that they are very expert in two different languages. This is the minimum requirement... and the good news of Malaysian is we are able to do the translation more than two languages.
I'm not trying to make any criticisms on it...
I'm only sharing my opinion and experience at my blogger...
I hope my sharing points will bring you some benefit and guideline ...

That 'DAY'......

I'm sure everyone have an unforgettable day... including me...
But my unforgettable day was awful and extremely bad... why???
I remembered that day is 2nd October 2008...
At night... there was an incident had happened on me
I remembered that day I went to hiking at Falim moutain with my friends at the morning...
We had visit several famous places in Penang and also enjoy the beauty of nature...
After the journey, I went back my house...
At that moment, I felt very tired and I decided to get into rest after I go to bath...
Once I have settled down myself, suddenly I felt myself cannot breathe...
I was thought it just will happen for a while only, I went to drank a glass of plain water...
Unfortunately, it's became serious than before... I quickly ran to make a phone call to my parent but they didn't answered my phone...
I was started nervous and crying ... I even hard to spoke out any words because it makes me unpleasant... when I was make a call to my darling, he also gets shocked suddenly...
Finally, my brother was sent me to the 24 hour clinic...
The doctor quickly told the nurse brought me a nebulizer and gave me an injection and also a cup of medicine... The doctor acted very professional and he safe my life from the hell door...
He tolds me that I didn't take good care to myself... and he also tolds me this is one of the gastric symptoms...
I have a strong feeling about life... I'm very appreciated that I'm still alive...
I want to say thank you to the people whom love me and care about me so much...
I'm starting to take care myself from that day onwards...
I hope anyone who is viewing my blog must take good care to yourself so you won't be regret...